End of the Year Post

Cathy | December 31, 2009

So, we’re supposed to do an end of the year post? Is this what I hear?
This isn’t a resolution post. For one thing, I don’t usually make them. I’m just going to keep working on the things I’ve talked about in my last few posts.
Did anyone even read those? Is anyone even reading [...]

Acceptance

Cathy | November 9, 2009

I swear I start every post lately with an apology and an explanation about where I’ve been.
Once again, the answer should be no surprise.  I’ve been unpacking and organizing, all while dealing with a moderate IBS flare-up. Which is kind of why I haven’t written – I’ve had things to say but not the time [...]

A Case of the Mondays

Cathy | April 20, 2009

Don’t get all uppity with me, people with jobs. I’m perfectly entitled to have a case of the Mondays and spend the day moping around feeling sorry for myself.
Mondays are especially lame since that’s the day I file my weekly unemployment claim, so it’s a nice reminder that I’m still a loser. I’m [...]

Ovulation Not Detected

Cathy | March 19, 2009

My scale is totally broken. It’s the only explanation that makes any sense.
I have been very good since Monday – working out every day, drinking water, eating all the right stuff, blah blah blah, and somehow I am gaining weight.
It’s almost PMS time, but even if I am bloated and whathaveyou shouldn’t I at [...]

I’m Fine. Really.

Cathy | February 27, 2009

I know I promised to be back yesterday to blog about how I’m not pregnant, but I was busy. And no, I wasn’t busy sitting on the couch crying, surrounded by empty hard cider bottles. I was cleaning, doing laundry, and catching up on various household chores I couldn’t get to when the [...]

What I Get For Being Impatient

Cathy | February 23, 2009

My pregnancy test was negative.
Of course it was. I knew damn well I was testing too early, but I did it anyway. Even though almost everyone says not to test until your period is at least one day late. Even though the directions on the test specifically said that if implantation just occurred [...]

Stop Teasing Me

Cathy | February 22, 2009

You’re killing me Fertility Friend. Killing me.
According to everything I’ve read, even if you have one of those super fancy highly sensitive early pregnancy tests, you still shouldn’t test until the day before you expect your period. At the earliest. If you test too early, it’s likely you will get a negative, [...]

I Just Want to Pee on a Stick Already

Cathy | February 19, 2009

I thought that giving up things I like that are bad for babies, getting used to waking up the same time every day to take my temperature, learning how to do fertility charting, and trying to “time” intercourse were the hardest parts about trying to get pregnant. Turns out the hardest part is waiting [...]

I Don’t Know How People Had Babies Before the Internet

Cathy | February 11, 2009

I suppose in the olden days when women had a question about conception or pregnancy, they asked their elders, their women friends, or “gasp” read a book. But now with just a few clicks and a google search, you can find anything.
Including a site that will totally do your fertility chart for you. [...]

I’m Pretty Sure I’m Dying

Cathy | February 9, 2009

I had big plans for today. Plans that did not involve sharp stabbing pain in the upper right side of my back. It seems I’ve pulled a muscle even though the only physical activity I have engaged in is sex with my husband.
Since I’m trying to do everything “right” in case our [...]